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It's not out of pity.

Sunday, January 31, 2010

My Sis-in-law lappy have bluetooth function so here comes my urge to send in photographs!

Yah, that is my blinged phone 2-3 months ago. Naoz is a different thing alr! (Poor maintained)
If you can spot, there is Chanel logo and Hello Kitty.

Again, center parting. Im a good girl, I wore long dress(till ankle) to my friend's sister's wedding leh.

One of the genting photos! Yep, i love that trip particularly. See, they love to pose like i do.
From left: Brother, Me, Sis in law.

When Im bored:

Till then, Ciaoz!

Finally a free day.

Monday, January 25, 2010

Here you go, your photographs are below. Blogging for the sake of S as i wants to send her the shots. Up with genting photos soon k.

Yesterday after meeting with LMH group to study, i was back to study and i was down with fever, cough and serious flu. I never had flu you know?!

Halfway thru the study session, went Bakerzin to study instead. Ate there also! $!~

Dont you think its cool? :)

My 3 years-old chio clip.

Dont like my nose. Hmphs!

Saturday, out to town. And spent hours @ forever21. Roar!

Me ate yakun toast meal!

Helped her chose her cap. Sexy diamond~

Realised it? Same shirt we brought at forever 21!

I dont like to smile. (cos ppl looking at me take photo behind.)

Chio blinged phone, soon to be iphone in MARCH! How to not love my bro?

So vain hor both of us!

Changed my contact lens colour, from black to brown. I still relish black more, more natural!

What do you think? Looks bald up there! Perm made my hair so fragile = High hairfall rate can!

Gng thru everything twice.

Friday, January 22, 2010

It is about how much you want something that motivates you. Busy with school, update genting photographs soon k. Weekends booked for study sessions! I know, my bad for neglecting my site/

Ultimately, who cares?

Time for a replacement.

Monday, January 18, 2010

Hi, Short entry k. I feel like i'm a callous person, to give up my very gorgeous blinged-nokia e71 for Iphone. Nobody needs a phone line in my family, so I still cannot get it (frowns).

This is your privilege, is also your burden. I'm trying to survive in this battling environment. I certainly don't want to lose out, will double my efforts.

Oh yah, I know this person will definitely be reading my blog. I detest you, I hate your texts, I hate the way you threatens me, I hate the way you praise me, it is like the worst out of all I received in my life, I hate your stupid explanation of horoscope when it is obviously your own characteristics, I hate your calls or in fact your voice, I hate you more than I would even hate any one in the opposite gender, Females. This is the first time I ever swear and curse over a male. I really feel like resorting to the last method to get rid of you from my very peaceful life. I'm gratified that my brother, people who care and church paster will be helping me.
I'm certainly not for you to appreciate, because you simply dont know how to. Are you a gay or a man? Sicko. I had never met anyone worse than you in my whole entire life. Yes, IM TALKING ABOUT YOU IN MY BLOG! BLOODY STALKER.

No, I dont sleep anymore.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

The paragraph up there is interesting.

Hua, flower._.

I always have problems making up my mind, for almost everythingxzzz nao. Dont know why, i cant even decide which out of the 3 i want to post so i post up all 3.
(That sounds like a riddle.)

K, I want revise sleepxzzzz. No life, study is the priority for all nao.

My precious one.

Monday, January 11, 2010

I wouldnt be any more sentimental than this:
Coming to a point, you have to actually let your loved one leave you for something better, a better living for her. I know i cannot be taking on the responsibility to keep her in good shape and always so perky in my hands yet i still doesn't wish to see her leave me.
Having the thought of an empty bed while i run into the room after tuesday, I will forget about her departure and question everyone in the house, 'where is ah ma?'
Fuck, for the first time, i feel so useless. I cannot assure her with a good living yet i have the urge to stop her from leaving. The one who will listen attentively to whatever i have to say and not interrupt, knows me so well that she would predict a stomachache on me next moment. Nobody would ever wake me up in the morning after i snooze my alarm clock. Nobody will pester me to grobble the essence of chicken down after i complained of a long and tedious day. Nobody will tell me that crying will make me ugly when i burst out crying on her bed. The person whom i would stand up for. She is like the one who treats me so well that nobody else in my life even in the future would do better. She is my grandmother, i will miss you. I will stay strong, i will call you when im done with my homework and revision. I will visit you as least once a week even if it would be a long and draggy bus trip.
Im very sure that you will not read this entry as you obviously cant read english, wouldnt know how to use a computer. I dont know whether i would read all this out to you in teochew language. As i grow older, i realise that i doesnt know how to express my love for all the precious ones. Maybe im too sick of all this. I'm not making a big fuss of her moving to stay with my cousin, just that i really cannot believe days ahead without such a person.

Forget it, you are not me, you will never know. It is hard to find someone so true and i'm gratified of all these she gave.
Saying i love you- Wondergirls, is for you;

My one and only grandmother whom treats me better than anyone else would.

Ahma, can you dont leave please? Im so childish to be so selfish to have the thought of stopping her.

Ultimately, you cant impress everyone.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

By my plan, i should be uploading the overdued-for-so-long photographs yet it was really such a nuisance that makes me exhuasted and gloomy. Tmrw okay!

Actress of "You're beautiful", mad cuteness to me.

Playing with webcam before video call with J.

Blinged phone. Not so clear. With come up with the clearer photographs.

Stomach pain whole day, no mood smile. E:

Going for center-parting soon!

Vicissitudes that are so unavoidable, i know.

Year 2010 revolution
up:
#- Do well and get out of huayi, to ngeeann
poly, accountancy course.
#- Striving a balance between everything of my
life.
#- Please be independent. I'm 16 going to 17
this year!
#- Center-parting hairstyle. And straight cut
for my ponytail. Hopefully naturally curl.
#- Have the courage to remind my brother about
putting braces, I think it is at the back of his mind now.
#- Self-confidence up!~
#- Willingly change away my gorgeous
blinged phone to iphone/ blackberry.
#- Sleep more, study less. Sleep less, study more.
#- Swallow down the panadol pill as a
whole, stop cutting them into pieces.
#- Dont be bothered by what i'd lost, but remind
myself of what i still have with me.
#- Have an envision of my future.
#- Master Thai language and stop speaking parts
of it._. Learn Korean language!
#- Master the art of ignorance and use it when necessary.

I think i'm very greedy and i still have too many un-dones. It is impossible to name them out! Close ones, you know i know! Dont have to evaluate further!

Astonished, getting back on track.

Monday, January 4, 2010

It takes sadness to know what happiness is; noise to appreciate silence. And absence to appreciate presence.
Nothing is better than this.

Tough choice

Saturday, January 2, 2010

I spent 20 minutes choosing in the shop, yet i couldn't make a choice. Gonna get either one soon later, like before i go and get my scholarship with Z.
(In black colour, same yellow stripes.) Im afraid it doesnt suits me, yet i think it is pretty unique.