I wouldnt be any more sentimental than this:
Coming to a point, you have to actually let your loved one leave you for something better, a better living for her. I know i cannot be taking on the responsibility to keep her in good shape and always so perky in my hands yet i still doesn't wish to see her leave me.
Having the thought of an empty bed while i run into the room after tuesday, I will forget about her departure and question everyone in the house, 'where is ah ma?'
Fuck, for the first time, i feel so useless. I cannot assure her with a good living yet i have the urge to stop her from leaving. The one who will listen attentively to whatever i have to say and not interrupt, knows me so well that she would predict a stomachache on me next moment. Nobody would ever wake me up in the morning after i snooze my alarm clock. Nobody will pester me to grobble the essence of chicken down after i complained of a long and tedious day. Nobody will tell me that crying will make me ugly when i burst out crying on her bed. The person whom i would stand up for. She is like the one who treats me so well that nobody else in my life even in the future would do better. She is my grandmother, i will miss you. I will stay strong, i will call you when im done with my homework and revision. I will visit you as least once a week even if it would be a long and draggy bus trip.
Im very sure that you will not read this entry as you obviously cant read english, wouldnt know how to use a computer. I dont know whether i would read all this out to you in teochew language. As i grow older, i realise that i doesnt know how to express my love for all the precious ones. Maybe im too sick of all this. I'm not making a big fuss of her moving to stay with my cousin, just that i really cannot believe days ahead without such a person.

Forget it, you are not me, you will never know. It is hard to find someone so true and i'm gratified of all these she gave.
Saying i love you- Wondergirls, is for you;