Today is a special day.
Finished talk.
Like a white straw.
Second untitled post.
Envision.
First untitled post.
A break from the world, a break from reality, a break from you and i, a break... I guessed i'll update my site only when i'm feeling good, about everything in my life.
I'll use the time to study, reflect and contemplate everything i've now, desire for and see. I do not know whether you have similar times like me, feeling out-of-track, nostalgic, dying to stop time so that you can take a breath and think about the next step. I think it's fine to be like this right? A break can certainly boast you up, make you ponder meticulously over your life, sort your over-flowing thoughts and calm your restless and scattered mind. I should use my schedule book more often enough to make me feel secured and organised. After this post, i'm heading for it and some time alone. Everything around me is working at their normal pace, or in fact faster than usual. The world is skipping and highlighting to me that 'the world doesn't evolve around you' every now and then. I want to... make good use of everything i have to achieve what i yearned for. I want to feel confident about my life, the way i do things, the way i handle problems. Only by intensive and productive preparation can lead to it in my point of view. I feel that i'm sucha worrier that makes me fail in many parts of my life. Perhaps it's time to change this diehard habit. It's time to let go of certain unneeded/ unwanted memories, promises and principles. Sickening emotional pangs just leave me alone, will you? I've not much time left, just a week to draw the path by myself. I need a break/ rest, it's as simple as that. Looking at the calendar and clock really astounds me alot, i mean more than 70% at least. I do not like to show my emotions. Often enough, i acts like nothing is wrong and yes, i'm just good @ acting in this type of script.
(Playing
Big Bang- Haru Haru thru my earphones makes me feel better, really)
It's all about the person i'm yearning for.
Lollipop part 2, finally out.
Girl Confessions
1. What is your first name?: Tan
2. Do you enjoy drama?: Yeah, 90% of the times.
3. Are you a girly girl?: No, not really.
4. Who was the last person you hugged?: If i'm not wrong, Fatin and Zahidah.
5. Small or large purses?: Mmm mostly small.
6. Are you short?: I don't think so.
7. Do you like somebody: Yah.
8. What would you do if someone smacked your butt?: Very astounded?
9. Do you care if your socks are dirty?: Yes, very mindful. Won't wear it.
10. Do you dress up on Halloween?: Don't think so.
11. Are you double jointed?: Deff not!
12. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?: Hmm in a wardrobe.
13. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?: No.
15. Do you call anybody by their last name?: Yeah.
16. How many guys will read this just because it says “Girl Confessions”?: Who knows?
“X” Marks the Spot:
[x] I do wear make up
[x] I have cried at a movie theater.
[ ] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[xxxxxxxxxxxxxx] I get jealous.
[ ] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[x] I love to laugh.
[ ] I like death/grind/black metal.
[Maybe] I like rap.
[ ] I like country
[x] I carry a purse.
[ ] I’d be lost without my computer.
[ ] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[ ] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[x] I own a boy band CD.
[I love wrestling too] I get bored watching football.
[ ] I’ve never been called a spoiled brat.
[x] Guys are confusing.
[x] I’ve been called a bad influence.
[x] I have/had a piercing other than my ears.
17. What color is your bra that your wearing?: Grey
18. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?: Dark perhaps. Not too light plz.
19. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?: Booooooo yeah.
20. Do you have a best friend(s)?: Best?
21. Have you ever had your heart broken?: Yes. Once, 3 years ago.
22. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?: Many times. Lol.
23. Do you like your life?: I guessed so ;)
24. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?: Primary school times.
25. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?: Nah.
26. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?: Even.
27. How long have you had Facebook?: Less than a year.
28. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face? : Yeah, during truth/ dare.
29. What are your biggest fears?: Rejections, creepy creatures, stalkers, sadistic bitches.
30. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?: Several times.
31. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?: Yes, sir.
32. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a
cheater”?: Perhaps.
33. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?: Many times.
34. Do you ever wish you were famous?: It comes with price i guessed. Maybe.
35. Are you currently missing someone?: Kind of sort of…
This guy or that guy?
Punk/Goth or Gangster?: God. I don't know.
Preppy or Cowboy?: Preppy
Face or Body?: Ah that’s hard.. face.
Sweet or Sexy?: Sweet. With sexy is better. Ha!
Well-educated or Dropout?: Educated, don't need too well.
Armani or Abercrombie?: ARMANI<3>
In a girl or guy…Funny or Serious?: funnnnaay, serious at times.
Romantic or Daredevil?: hmm both. More on romantic
Cute or Hot?: Cute kkkkkkk
Dark Eyes or Light Eyes?: Mmm dark.
Long Hair or Short Hair?: short. long must be nice and neat.
Curly Hair or Straight Hair?: Already asked this.
Clean-cut or Rough?: clean rough i dunno. what's that?
Good Dancer or Good Singer?: Singer can charm me more.
Basketball Player or Football Player?: That’s hard too! Basketball though.
Jock or Rebel?: Jock.
Smoker or Non-smoker?: NON.
Druggie or Clean?: Clean please.
Has a Motorcycle or Has a Sports Car?: sports car. actually anythingz.
Beard/Mustache or Clean-shaven?: clean.
Younger or Older?: older. (a must)
Player or Loyal?: wth kind of question is that? Loyal.
I love Lollipop (phone).
