A break from the world, a break from reality, a break from you and i, a break... I guessed i'll update my site only when i'm feeling good, about everything in my life.
I'll use the time to study, reflect and contemplate everything i've now, desire for and see. I do not know whether you have similar times like me, feeling out-of-track, nostalgic, dying to stop time so that you can take a breath and think about the next step. I think it's fine to be like this right? A break can certainly boast you up, make you ponder meticulously over your life, sort your over-flowing thoughts and calm your restless and scattered mind. I should use my schedule book more often enough to make me feel secured and organised. After this post, i'm heading for it and some time alone. Everything around me is working at their normal pace, or in fact faster than usual. The world is skipping and highlighting to me that 'the world doesn't evolve around you' every now and then. I want to... make good use of everything i have to achieve what i yearned for. I want to feel confident about my life, the way i do things, the way i handle problems. Only by intensive and productive preparation can lead to it in my point of view. I feel that i'm sucha worrier that makes me fail in many parts of my life. Perhaps it's time to change this diehard habit. It's time to let go of certain unneeded/ unwanted memories, promises and principles. Sickening emotional pangs just leave me alone, will you? I've not much time left, just a week to draw the path by myself. I need a break/ rest, it's as simple as that. Looking at the calendar and clock really astounds me alot, i mean more than 70% at least. I do not like to show my emotions. Often enough, i acts like nothing is wrong and yes, i'm just good @ acting in this type of script.

(Playing Big Bang- Haru Haru thru my earphones makes me feel better, really)