Things have changed.

Btw, this is for a very special friend in my life, Sanba:
I didn't intend to be so emotional, and I thought I could take things easy and respect your choice because it's definitely a much more beneficial and serious one. From the very start, I must admit this fact, that I guarded my heart very very much so that I won't get into those same bloody situations like I did before/ any agonising issues again in my should-be-peaceful life. But yes, I failed as I found myself kinda weeping over your soon departure. Thankyou for everything you gave. I could still remember vividly, the time when I was having my worst menstrual cramps and you came with the expensive chocolates though I hate eating chocolates, the moments when you passed by my working place and shouted 'Sanba', the heart-to-heart chat in class when you told me exactly what should I do for my r/s and hit the nail for my full (very complicated) personality. I appreciates your frankness that I would never possess, I looks up to your all-day bubbly character trait, I envy your boldness for everything (dressing, disagreements in things) in your life. I recalled the time when Zhaoyi and me were giving you a Birthday surprise and ended up getting a shock ourselves instead. Laughs. Now that I'm typing all this, my tearducts start to act uncontrollably. I will restrain myself from crumbling, I will survive even with your absence. Like you said, we will work together emotionally even though we are going seperate ways. Our paths are clear, the goals are definite, our minds are no longer scattered. I'm sincerely wishing you all the best for your further days on your own. It'll be a right choice and our sacrifices would be worth it. I will definitely wipe out my tears and start the new chapter by myself.

I foresee us celebrating for our success, what about you? People do come and leave your life anytime, right?